surrender

How many of us are expecting Jesus Christ to quench our thirst when we should be satisfying Him! We should be pouring out our lives, investing our total beings, not drawing on Him to satisfy us.

I am challenged by this statement from Oswald Chambers’ Utmost devotional for today. It is such an easy thing to slip into a mindset that privileges service over sacrifice, as Chambers says here:

The goal of the call of God is His satisfaction, not simply that we should do something for Him. We are not sent to do battle for God, but to be used by God in His battles.

Father, my greatest desire today is to honor You, to be with You, to live for You and not just serve You. Help me, Holy Spirit, never to confuse service with surrender, righteousness with relationship, doing with loving. I know, Father, that because I love You and because You love me, service, righteousness, and doing will flow naturally from You through me.

die empty!

11/5/2005 · 0 comments

in calling

On TBN this past Thursday, Bishop Eddie Long said, “When you die, die empty!” He went on to say, “God put eternity in us. He gave us a vision before He gave us a body, which means you had purpose before you were formed in your mother’s womb.… Before you were formed in your mother’s womb, you told God ‘yes’ to your destiny. And God says, ‘I want you to walk in everything that I told you to walk in, because when it’s all said and done, I want you to die empty.’”

He mentioned Paul, who said he was poured out like a drink offering. Paul “died empty.” Jesus, on the cross, declared, “It is finished!” Jesus “died empty.”

Will I fulfill the purpose for which God created me? Will I have poured out everything God placed in me? I want to die empty.

rethinking worship

September 2, 2005

I recently searched a stock image site using the keyword “worship.” I got what I expected: white men photographed from behind, their hands upraised. The only thing that changed was the background: a sunset, a church, a white void.

It pains me that a gesture I find personally significant–raising my hands to my Father–has become a cliché.…

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what do I love?

August 18, 2005

In today’s Utmost reading, Chamber’s argues that, like the rich young ruler, we can be “speechless with sorrow” because we are unwilling to let go of the thing that stands between us and God. Chambers expands “Sell all that you have” like this:…

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